Do you remember that cute film “Julie & Julia?” The story about Julia Child and her story becoming a cook in a fiercely patriarchal time and environment and writing a French cooking book? How also Julie a modern day blogger wrote a blog about cooking and eating each of the recipes she published? I do. I remember it was charming to me when it came out. I am a vegetarian. So maybe I don’t appreciate what it’s like to cook and prepare meat, nor do I wish to boil a lobster live, dead, or otherwise. But I do love cooking delicious vegetarian food. And like Julie, the person that blogged about about going through Julia Child’s cookbook in the movie, I live in Queens. In fact, I live in the neighborhood bordering north of where she lived in Long Island City, Queens: Astoria, Queens.
Like many during this pandemic time, I am looking for something fun to do. My mental health is up and down. Motivation to do some of the most basic every day things gets hard when you’re just sitting at home, on furlough, everything is closed, you have to avoid non-essential outings, and social luxuries. However, like so many, I have the option of staying at home and trying to find something to do. I wish I could say I want to give my apartment a deep cleaning and thorough dusting…but I’m just not thrilled at the aspect of that…much though I know it would be good for me.
I used to have a joy in cooking food before I entered graduate school. I got a joy in being creative with dishes and making something I loved to eat. Even cooking for others, (only if they had the pallet for spicy food…otherwise lol they wouldn’t like my cooking). However, I am not like most eaters of the world. I am a vegetarian, have many sensitivities to foods, and my pallet cannot tolerate bland food lacking the spicy sweat and tear effect.
Truthfully my stomach has always been oddly intolerant of many foods, sometimes even conventionally healthy ones, since as long as I remember. My mother always struggled to get me to eat a healthy balanced meal I wouldn’t vomit back up as a kid. When I turned Veggie at the young age of 14, she gave up on trying to cook for me and insisted I cook for myself. Which I don’t blame her, I already cooked for myself some as she was a single working mom and a frozen pizza (or something similar) was a dinner of choice already, given she got home late and I almost always did that instead. But becoming veggie was actually was a good choice for me, I started an adventure of learning how to make things for myself. Like many veggies new to the lifestyle, I just ate a bunch of easy to find veggies in the typical school cafeteria and developed a protein deficiency. I hated beans (and still do unless they’re lentils, they give me deadly gas and just taste so terrible to me). My mother and others around me were not seasoned veggies to give me advice on how to develop better and healthier dietary habits that gave me my protein needs. After my hair slowly started to thin and I was notably weaker and fatigued, my mother insisted I educate myself on better veggie options for protein. My first ever step on this was when my mom had an acupuncture school friend of hers (she was in acupuncture school at the time) come over and teach me how to make a basic tofu dish. Being a sensitive and picky eater I had sooooo much anxiety about over eating something new, but I ended up loving it! It was simple, suateed tofu with some olive oil, some simple herbs (rosemary, basil, oregano, etc.), and Tamari soy sauce. My mother was pleased I was finally getting some protein in my diet and I’d found something that satisfied my pallet and didn’t make me feel sick when I ate it. My mother’s friend left me a simple cook book to play around with on my own that she once used as a veggie hippie back in the 1960’s “Tofu Madness” compiled and edited by Nancy Olszewski. It was an old book, small, faded, and falling apart at the seam, and I still own it. No doubt it was from the 1960s or 70s.
I cooked my first ever independent, from scratch, Indian inspired dish from that book. A delicious Indian-inspired curry with baked apples, tofu, spices, and all from scratch…nothing processed, nothing premade for me. I felt a swelling sense of excitement and pride. That was the first dish I can remember making for myself from scratch and it sparked an interest in cooking that I fostered for many, many years. I would go on to develop an interest in Asian cuisines, the best cuisines for a vegetarian diet. I would start with simple spices inspired by Indian cooking…then I would venture into Thai and Japanese cooking. I would start with a low tolerance for spicy heat…and would eventually not even be able to tolerate something unless it was doused in Habanero or Thai Chilies. For years I loved making my own meals, trying new and interesting things. I would start with a recipe in a book, but then make it my own by adding and experimenting with things to taste and perfection. I would also test my own recipe against those I ate from local restaurants of the cuisine in question and attempt to find and correct the perfect taste. My mother started to get impressed with the diversity of my diet after several years passed. Seeing me make stuffed peppers, stuffed with homemade paneer from scratch with tomato-based curries and home made naan. She couldn’t believe I would make things so complex. Laughably it was not to her paleo diet-like taste…but she was impressed I developed such a diverse dietary interest when my diet use to be so restricted and hyper sensitive. We still to this day do not like the same foods and often have to eat at different restaurants or cook separately when together…but it worked for us and still does!
I lost touch with the side of me that loved cooking after I started graduate school. All the things I loved to cook were very involved and time consuming after all. Given it was all pretty much fresh ingredients from scratch, this was not a surprise looking back on it. The more time I put into my studies and internships, the less time I made to prepare good, wholesome, delicious meals…I did take-out more often and frozen dinners. I’ve occasionally still cooked but only rarely, and that dietary pattern has persisted till present. I admit cooking is work and sometimes I just don’t want to do it. But yet, it’s work that breeds satisfaction that you get to enjoy when you eat it.
So I’m going to try a little experiment to get me back in the pattern. The Gods know I have the time being furloughed in pandemic life. I’m going to take inspiration from Julie & Julia. I’m going to cook some of the following dishes taken from cook books I used to use that my mom recently sent me from back home and blog about each one. To end the adventure I will finish with the first dish I’ve ever made from “Tofu Madness”. In each Blog I’ll detail the recipe, changes I made to it, pictures of the food, and any other excerpts I can think of. I may even share some with my roommate and share his thoughts, if he wants too share :P. Though honestly I make my food so spicy very few people enjoy it except me lol. The dishes I have in mind are as follows.
- List of Things to Make During Pandemic Times:
- Green Chili Pickle (Pickled Chilies to add Heat to a Meal)
- Okra Fries (From my own Hometown’s Asheville, NC Chia and Pani)
- Curried Stuffed peppers
- Mushroom Curry (sub Shiitake for Baby)
- Stuffed Aubergines (baby Eggplant) in Seasoned Tamarind Juice
- Masala Okra
- My own personal recipe for Tofu Tomato Creamy Curry
- My own Personal recipe for Tofu Chili with Shiitake Mushrooms
- My own Personal Recipe for Stuffed Bell Peppers with Homemade paneer/curry/tomato sauce stuffing
- My own Personal recipe Tofu Chili Sushi roll with zesty sauce
- My own Personal recipe for Thai Red Curry w/ Shiitake, Pineapple, Greens and Tofu
- Lotus Stem Curry (requires real Lotus, special shopping required)
- Tomato Mahashas (Stuffed tomatoes)
- Rasam (Pepper Water, Digestion aid)
- Lentil Soup
- Sesame Slices
- Anne’s Broiled tofu
- Scrambled Tofu (Breakfest Dish, a sub for scrambled eggs)
- Stir Fry Veggies and Tofu w/ homemade Sauce
- Fantastic Curried Tofu from “Tofu Madness” (the first Dish I made)
We’ll see how this goes. My goal is to start with 1-2 by the end of this week, being Sunday. See how it goes.